Musings of a Nervous Wreck

The weather is mesmerizing and hopelessly romantic. As the
rain hits down the window sill, silencing the cacophony of the city, my mind
starts voicing out all the thoughts I have been holding up for so long. Today
is the 5th day since I have stepped out of the house. 5 days I spent
alone, just playing Farmville, watching videos, writing blogs. Now don’t let
your imagination run awry. I don’t have any suicidal tendencies 😛

It’s the lull before the storm. I still feel like walking in
a dream. The past two weeks have been eventful. I shifted to my friend’s place,
hubby went to visit his parents, my transfer got confirmed and this week I
would be flying to a different continent, starting from scratch. The reality
still hasn’t hit me yet. Things are moving so fast that I feel like living
someone else’s life.

According to Murphy’s laws, all complications arise at the
last moment. Hours pass in tizzy. You keep wondering, questioning your
decisions, apprehensive about future and by the time day ends, your mind is

I am lucky enough to spend the last few days in the comforts
of my friend’s apartment. Watching TV and worried dead. 😛 I am a tension box,
I worry even if the I don’t harvest my plants on time in Farmville. But it’s
convenient to worry sitting on the sofa than sitting on an uncomfortable chair
in office fixing null pointer exceptions.

On Friday, I will be flying, that is if no more complication
comes into picture. I am already a nervous wreck, so lets just hope for the
well being of people around me, things go smooth.

This life has taken it’s toll me!!!

9 thoughts on “Musings of a Nervous Wreck

  1. A nice post. There are moments in every ones life when they feel as you are feeling now. Read some good books. , and watch some comic movies to divert your mind.

  2. All the very best, girl… I'm sure it'll all work out for the best!
    By the way, where you off to? If New York, then we ought to catch up 🙂

  3. All the best for this new phase of your life. I am sure you will make short shrift of it once you are in it and will harvest your crops on time. Don't worry!

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